Lil Durk - On Your Mind lyrics

I got demons on my back Only thing make me safe is the pills to take a nap Hopin' this a dream, but it's facts He ain't Ricky, saw no bullets to his back A trench baby wakin' up to the killin' on his mind Counted me out, I put the city on my back The weed ain't gettin' any stronger so he fallin' in the crack 9 to 45 on probation, it's a trap I made this before the Grammy's If I win a Grammy, I'ma take it to the trenches, to the family Might sip some lean out and bein fancy Knowin' I ain't 'posed to be alive, sadly Bro 'nem died, he say, "I know you's to death" I wanna blame the ni**as, I just hold it to myself Bad thoughts, like I'ma hold it to his neck sh*t, I'm tryna hold it to his chest I'm just wonder if I'm too grown to shed tears My soul ain't been the same, I been so damaged through the years Wish distance between death had made me closer with my kids I fell out with some ni**as, made me switch up on my cribs And when I drop locations down the street from where I live No tellin' what's on your mind (Your mind) And why you tryna sell me lies? You know it's over with If you ain't ridin' on family time, then it's over with Bro act like he ain't bogus, but he know he is I'm holdin' back my tears to get my vocals clear No, do you think he had your back? (No, no, no, nah) Do you love him? (No) Do you really call him your brother? (Nah, nah, nah, nah) No tellin' what's on your mind The graveyard had felt my pain, I put my knees in it I parked the Lamb outside my block, I leave my keys in it Probably cause, they tried to say I smoked some weed in it I knew it was cap, after I smoke, I sprayed Creed in it No tellin' what's on your mind (Your mind)