Lexii Alijai - No Cry lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: Lexii Alijai] Yo I remember being younger Watched n***as beat on my mother Crying under the covers As I yell for my brother Seeing em beat Watching her drink was hard to see Cause we loved her But me and my sister stuck No matter what we have each other Hearts beating out our chest We was too young to be this stressed Too scared to shut our eyes So we could never get no rest Yeah I was young But I ain't feel no trust Remember waking out my sleep To hear our windows bust Another time when ten b**hes Was up in our lawn I was only eight So I watched while they was Jumping my mom They was on the concrete I seen them stomping her head Remember screaming from the steps Because I thought she was dead Yo I already lost my dad Life for me was f**ing tragic Remember praying to God Asking him why it had to happen I never slept I was too used to runnin' My sister say hurry up Said don't leave me Rajai I'm comin Yeah, said don't leave me Rajai I'm comin Aye, don't leave me Rajai I'm comin Aye, don't leave me Rajai I'm comin [Hook: Ashley DuBose] No, no, no, no, no No cry No cry [Verse 2: Lexii Alijai] Evicted from every house Land lord was kickin us out With no money to pay the rent Cause you was givin it out To them n***as that never cared Nobody wanted to help us Motherf**ers never felt us When we in and out of shelters Cause you was f**in round And we got took away The police ripped us out your arms And then you looked away They finalizing custody That only took a day Now we kickin and screamin But it wasn't much that we could say Said you neglected us, you breaking the law Told them ya kids is all you got But now they taking it all But we was shakin' Hearts was breakin' Ain't no fakin' involved Then they dragged us out to they cars And they was making it far But look maybe it's for the better Just to get yourself together I'm just glad we missed the system And my grandma got to get us Hadn't talked to you in months We try to call, she wouldn't let us Any time you called She hit reject and wouldn't tell us Knew you wouldn't neglect us Knew you couldn't forget us I knew I seen the truth throughout every lie she fed us We was young and wasn't old enough We took some time but didn't notice but We took some time and started growing up So we could really know what's up Yo I was losing with something Flashbacks of crying loud without no food in my stomach Or hearing somebody scream, I always knew it was somethin' Or getting tooken away, I always knew it was comin' Life was a b**h And she was steady playing us out I remember when I was young and found c**aine in the house Yo I was stuck But something in me knew it was yay So I put that sh** in a baggie And I threw it away And I knew to this day That something had to change for me Cause sh** was bad and everything was feeling plain to me I started losing all my feelings And this sh** feeling the same to me But I'm just glad I overcame to what has came to me Look And Y'all can say that I'm wrong But I just like to keep it real and put some pain in my songs And everything I spit in every bar is what's making me strong Ayo I had a good mom, hope y'all ain't taking me wrong It's just decisions in the past, she was making em wrong But f** all that sh**, we making it on And I just hope you don't get mad at me, or you turn ya back to me It's just some sh** I wish I never had to see [Hook: Ashley DuBose] No, no, no, no, no No cry No cry No, no, no, no, no No cry No cry No, no, no, no, no No