I've been losing my mind I've been living a lie I've been running away For so long I try to put on a face And cover my heart But I'm needing it now So bad I don't know How I feel Maybe I'm mad Or maybe I'm proud Can't find the truth Can't speak my mind Don't know what Ill say I'm just thinking out loud Thinking out loud No, no I can't explain What's happened to me I feel like I'm right And wrong Inside everything's upside down Everything's spinning around And it's freaking me out I don't know How I feel Maybe I'm mad Or maybe I'm proud Can't find the truth Can't speak my mind Don't know what Ill say I'm just thinking out loud If only for a day I could be free I bet you'd feel the same If you were me I'm gonna spit it out Just let go I've been losing my mind I've been living a lie I've been running away For so long I don't know How I feel Maybe I'm mad Or maybe I'm proud Can't find the truth Can't speak my mind I don't know what Ill say I'm just thinking out loud I'm thinking out loud Thinking out loud Can't find the truth Can't speak my mind I don't know what Ill say I'm just thinking out loud