Leona Lewis - Hurt lyrics

I hurt myself today, To see if I still feel, I focus on the pain, The only thing that's real, The needle tears a hole, The old familiar sting, Try to k** it all away, But I remember everything, [Chorus] What have I become, My sweetest friend, Everyone I know, Goes away in the end, And you could have it all, My empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt, I wear this crown of thorns, Upon my liars chair, Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair, Beneath the stains of time, The feelings disappear, You are someone else, I am still right here, [Chorus] And you could have it all, My empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt, If I could start again, A million miles away, I will keep myself, I would find a way.