Leo - Mirrors (My Sober Saturdays) lyrics

[Chorus: "Little Dragon - Twice" Sample] Twice I turn my back on you I fell flat on my face but didn't lose Tell me where would I go Tell me what led you on, I'd love to know Was it the [Verse 1] I'm about to lose everything I have I Choose to give it all up and just move To a place that I never knew Stay there forever, soothe all of my terror Fuse all of it together Reflecting, looking in the mirror Who can I trust in here? Not the handsome gla** man Spirits circling me as I channel thoughts of Pac-Man A wooden cross in my hand, my shield inside the inferno All of this while just thinking, goddamn, wish I was drinking Haze my mind from itself, take a puff for my health Just chug away my self til I am somebody else But I'm eternally sober, reality's never over I escape with this music, but as I am getting older It's getting harder to look [Chorus: "Little Dragon - Twice" Sample] Twice I turn my back on you Fell on my face but didn't lose Tell me where would I go What led you on I'd love to know [Verse 2] My homies getting f**ed up Nothing but water and ice in my cup Everybody drink as it gets real late Everybody leaning hard and I'm straight They all feel fine, they all feel great All this stress has got me so tempted Ain't no mirrors around, I feel reckless I'm sure one sip won't change my fate So I take one little drink into my body I hate the taste, but that won't stop me Few little more, feel like my thoughts are no longer at war Feel the sensation real deep in my core As I exit the venue, I walk out the door I continue not thinking of where I am going Or why I am leaving, my thoughts are so fleeting I'm walking and dreaming But that is so not new I'm sleepwalkin', and keep talkin', and I don't know to who That person disappears, and I move It starts to drizzle as if on cue The storm in the sky started forming an eye and watched me As I tried crossing the street and I'm stopping Cause I see something, a bright light and it keeps coming A horn blares outta nowhere from, "run", I also hear And for a split second I saw it A vision of myself as the car hit My face in the windshield gla** I collapse, Mirrors [Chorus: "Little Dragon - Twice" Sample] Twice I turn my back on you Fell on my face but didn't lose Tell me where would I go What led you on, I'd love to know