Leah Smith - Lows and Highs lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: S.O] Uh, here goes an odd moment when my heart bleeds, pen cries Tears rest on my eyes, proceed to accept signs Speak and not let slide Decrease and detect sighs Cease and accept I, its time (I tell myself this) Over months I was struggling trying to love Him Paying a high price but thinking that I could budget Wanted I had to covet Lusting and try to ruffle in Who would have thought that depression would keep coming in And suicide, mother didn't know either That other side seen but just let me go deeper And so you get the message, I'll put it in perspective I was waking up at night asking am I still elected Or rather was I ever, wanting to die since that's better than living life as a hostage in time Am I crossing the line? Here's some thoughts in my mind This is the lowest that I've been caught up in a rhyme [Chorus: Leah Smith] I get low I get high But I keep my hands to the sky I won't breakdown, not this time But I keep on running, even if through the lows and the high Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh My lows and high [Verse 2: S.O] I'm sitting talking to Stephen about the days when I was dazed, sin had me so afraid had my world up in a maze Was ashamed and amazed Was caught up in her gaze Wasn't I over this phase Hadn't Jesus broke the chains (because it seems to remain here) that's what my heart say And this is more than some dark days or lessons I was getting Man who can see the blessing am I messing? No I am talking facts back to back what is in question Is my soul though, and I know Right now it is so cold, I'm at a low I write don't what I don't show, as though those verses are my journal I'm a solider simply trying to please the colonel and so to speak I wipe my tears off my pastors sleeve Like can anybody here see what I can I disappear if I could, Move back to the woods But these lows never leave, how I pray that they would [Chorus: Leah Smith] I get low I get high But I keep my hands to the sky I won't breakdown, not this time But I keep on running, even if through the lows and the high Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh My lows and high [Verse 3: S.O] (So I ask myself) Why are you downcast my soul, hope in the Lord See Him hanging there on the pole for the filthiest thoughts The wicked of hearts, He died for you S know it This is the truth, objective how do you then blow Repentance and faith bear fruit man show it Have that cross up in the face endure and know Him Be strong in the grace that's found solely in Him Satan will pray tricks by reminding you of your sin But He died for them all, remember Calvary again Never let it leave your brain/ and things will never be the same The Lamb of God was truly slain, rose up from the grave through And justified in His name up the praise go! Yeah, and that will never change This that high upon the ride that I better crave My help and my God who is centre stage And His Spirit in I no better way [Chorus: Leah Smith] I get low I get high But I keep my hands to the sky I won't breakdown, not this time But I keep on running, even if through the lows and the high Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh Hold me God, pull me close and show me your nigh My lows and high