Opportunity it came on so I grabbed it and I never even gave a second thought I never knew that I could sink so low and I don't even care if i get caught My God Bring it up My race against myself I think I won and lost the prize and I never got my head around the lies You told me I was wrong but I never pay attention, I'd rather spend my time swatting flies# My God Bring it up Well I'm not gonna be there When you close your eyes I'll be in my own prison avoiding all the human flies mf Well what did you expect now it's wearing thin you thought I couldn't see But I can see through that mask You're in sociality well it's the ladder that I'm climbing And I slipped back down one rung or maybe more And I thought I'd take it all but I ended up with nothing And I've seen you cold and bloated once before They're buzzing round my head again Well I need you here because I'm just so lost without you And I can't control my feelings anymore But you f**ed up big this time and you can't get back up to the way it was before