Laid-Back Studios - Feels like lyrics

So what i bun a spliff? wonder not think? Stutter when i spit? stand out from others kids; I sink when i think deep, stumble when i drink; Hurts when it hits me; like any other thing; Tell everybody listening you're proud to be different Cause im sick of deep thoughts; cold nights; shivering So distant when i live it cause i feel it deep down Am i living; in an instant, i could see it leave now! I know its been a while but we really needa speak Mums struggling with money; i ain't seen her in a week Shes been working late nights so her family can eat; Although we dont appreciate what she does its so peak; So bleak, when i speak like i ain't got a loada stuff Like i ain't got a family and friends who show a loada love For real i got it good; not the best but still better than Some unfortunate people i seen in this weather, (damn) Its true what they say; when it rains it pours You dont know what you got till its gone if it yours.... I guess i need some guidance and a little bit of faith Cause i ain't feeling great, weather hit me with the rain And i figured since my girl left, i been feeling pain... I dont mean to blame; for it driving me insane Now nothing feels the same; even what i wrote hurts; Feeling like screaming at the ceiling til my throat burns! Hook: It feels like, real life; isnt what it seems; But still I, feel like; im living in a dream; So will i? wake up; another normal teen; Cause til i; do im just chillin with the fiends.. x2 Verse 2: It feels like nobody supports me in what i do; Family ain't proud of me; just a good for nothing youth; I told them i auditioned for britains got talent; But they wouldn't give a f** if i told them i had gotten through!!! Dont cry when ive forgotton you; you were never there! f** the haters; when you chat to me; you'll be forever aired! Im not the worst of the worst im a down to earth person; Done dirt that deserves birds; so my karma can't be working Still dont blurt words that; i am not concerned with; Learn to let it burn is how you know you really earned it; Determined; to merk it; in every word i write; Said i was swag then; swag now; they were never right; Hurting deep inside; internally burning in my eyes; They will never ride; never clever enough; They dont measure for my level; let em tremble when i write; Sense terror on my trebble; cause i rebel in my lines; Hook: It feels like, real life; isnt what it seems; But still I, feel like; im living in a dream; So will i? wake up; another normal teen; Cause til i; do im just chillin with the fiends.. x2 Verse 3; Flow like devils in my mind; thats what it feels like; Go with the cards you been dealt; cause no deals right! I feel like the worlds on top; like a rock I feel like im falling and i just can't stop Cause this weights too much; too f**ed I just clocked the clock; ...so now im in a rush I can see the seconds counting down.. So someone tell me who the f**s counting now?