it's negative i wish you the worst dear, to feel the greatest pain a positive you say it's all in vain i know i felt, and i won't feel again i know you hours of madness, years of dysfunction, the deepest embitterment no will to strive or achieve, finally in breakdown perpetual fall on your knees, as you crawl back to me it ends like this i can hope for bliss, if you fail again 'cause i'm right here, to witness every step and when you trip, i will cherish it hours of madness, years of dysfunction, the deepest embitterment no will to strive or achieve, finally in breakdown perpetual fall on your knees, as you crawl back to me i live to watch you fail, i live to watch you fail i live to watch you fail, i am the wind in your sail i wish you the worst dear, to feel the greatest pain 'cause i'm right here, to retrieve all you stole every tear, and everything you own i wish you hours of madness, years of dysfunction, the deepest embitterment no will to trust anyone this is how i lived, this is how you left me blue and i'd crawl back to you