[Hook] I know you had a lot on your plate, all your days seemed to be grey Then you finally caved to the weight, now you in a better places There's no more pain Don't know what was on your brain, all you ever saw was the rain I know people thought you were insane, but to me you remain the same There's no more pain...so much pain [Verse 1] I didn't understand, I didn't understand Why you had to go and change, just go and change You used to watch me, when I was younger When I was younger, I used to watch you Argue and throw things, all across the room I was terrified, terrified of you Thought the worst, I already been through Then you looked and asked who, who are you Then I realized that your mind in two, two Then I questioned how much did I mean to you I apologize, couldn't imagine what you went through Maybe if I spoke through pen strokes earlier I could've wrote, the old you into existence Before the admissions into hospitals Before the prescriptions made you question if you want to keep living And I know, I'm late with these writtens Miss the days when you'd be in the kitchen At the sink, from behind I'd think you were my mom with that apron And I'm tugging away, you'd imitate her voice, but that never ever worked on me And I don't gotta say that I don't really pray, I used to act up in church Goddamn this hurts, and I hope that you'd be proud of me But I know that you ain't so you wait and see Ima be the man that I'm supposed to be, Ima stand tall on my own two feet You're supposed to be here with me, but now yo finally got you piece [Hook] I know you had a lot on your plate, all your days seemed to be grey Then you finally caved to the weight, now you in a better places There's no more pain Don't know what was on your brain, all you ever saw was the rain I know people thought you were insane, but to me you remain the same There's no more pain....there's so much pain [Verse 2] I think I understand, think I understand Why you had to up and leave, just up and leave Remember you told me, you felt like a zombie Those pills that you popping, yo freewill they stopping Ya chain that I'm rocking, smoke in my lungs All my friends robbing, most carry guns I'm just a villain, one of a million, sag in my pants, frown on my face It's just where I'm living, I'm really a victim, Slave in a maze, its hard to escape Cursed with this fate, only first place, race to the egg, who can relate Loss after loss, mistake on mistake, what I've become, I know that you hate We came along way from the days where we'd play that game and you'd wind up that toy Put him near the edge of the table and tell me to save him, I used to get annoyed When he didn't have far to go you'd ask me Shawn, what do we do Then I'd leave blues clues and I'd save that toy, why couldn't I save you Why couldn't I save you too x2 [Hook] I know you had a lot on your plate, all your days seemed to be grey Then you finally caved to the weight, now you in a better places There's no more pain Don't know what was on your brain, all you ever saw was the rain I know people thought you were insane, but to me you remain the same There's no more pain...