L.T.B. - Fame Terrorist lyrics

And all I have to say is that I'm already here Whispering spirit's words in the pallbearer's ear And when you see the stairs you should all be aware You'll fall when you're pushed and fame is drowning in a sea of stares An ocean of eyes Listen to rap, ironically where poetry goes to die Teary retinas, a watery grave for better resting A flooded cemetery; well this is the resurrection I need to keep myself occupied, that's why there's a lot to write So many looking for faults in the stars written across the sky Make sure you play those cards just right Last thing anyone would want would be to get to heaven, be turned away and not know why Something about all the pain I have felt Not an excuse, it's just why I've been explaining myself Everybody I have wronged, each person that currently hates me Hope they see they're better without me; it was surgery in the making I'd rather just die now if I don't inspire Watching ideas go into your daughter's body and grow inside her Cause for rap right now, I have no desires Except to set a ghost on fire The emergency call came a second too late Broke in your mind, went through that hole in your head to escape Complete switched up the right and left side of your brain As you blackout I will tell you while I'm paralyzing your frame I'ma terrorize your fame, until the world barely recognizes your name I'm a fame terrorist, a fame terrorist This whole rap thing feels like an out of body experience And I don't mean like a concert with illuminati and pyramids But I get done with a page, look back and can't believe I wrote it I don't remember writing what I read in my notebook And I can't put a clear thought together Every verse is a combination of everything in my head mixed altogether I complain but I like where I am at, I don't want all the pressure You thought I had a good head on my shoulders, but you were wrong, it's severed Completely disconnected, you will need detectives When I step in your church and question your methods when you least expect it I can't wait until all of you speak As to why you come to church and do nothing about it til the following week “You're dismissed” doesn't mean shut down until you return to church It means go out and help the world instead of being best friends with the furniture I know I'm rapping to myself But I reflect on 2004 when I made a promise to myself I'ma terrorize your fame, until the world barely recognizes your name I'm a fame terrorist, a fame terrorist A sea of nothingness, an ocean of eyes Won't listen to rap because it's ironically where poetry goes to die A flooded cemetery for better resting Teary retinas, fame terrorist, this is the resurrection Mikey and I mean business and as soon as we emerge Lyrics are alive and hopefully you will be rea**ured Easy is evil, your laziness is deceitful Look in the mirror john, don't let that motherf**er beat you You're going to want to quit, stop writing and cease studying War with your self has the tendency to be bloodiest I refuse to look back on my life and see nothingness Your lazy side is watching you give up and he is loving it It's all been happening since the beginning of time Acting like everything is some 21st century crime All of us are f** ups who will eventually die So who's better than who? Nobody – man, that's been my reply, so I'ma terrorize your fame, until the world barely recognizes your name I'm a fame terrorist, a fame terrorist