L.A. Symphony - Ghana Homage lyrics

Am I living a lie? These people say "get what you deserve" Somebody on the other end flipping me the bird This will be the fourth time, maybe it's the third I'm looking for a job, no sign to record words I hate doing shows, makes me feel like a nerd These fools getting happy, got a call from????? What that mean it's been some months I haven't heard Anything concrete opposite of a verb We stay still on the plank like we don't have the nerve Go against common sense taking steps backwards Away from this we fought so hard to get Owing everybody money, who's decision is this? By the time we split ten dollars, don't get fifty cents And it don't make sense. We depressed and tense, and can't fix The action of the consequence Enduring hard times in the L.A. Symph My n***as stuck like a stick in ice Frustrated like I lost the rent money playing with trick dice You see, I once had a dream, and now there's none The Source made me smile, now I feel dumb I feel old and young, inadequate and numb My fear's oppertunities not for some Maybe my minds not in tune with the moon and the sun I need a serious solution cause this here ain't fun The fools in the crew ain't close no more n***as in the cliche ain't as tight as they use to be Things done changed, or maybe it's just me Blame it on the rain, or the music industry The fools in the crew ain't close no more n***as in my cliche ain't as tight as we use to be Blame it o nthe rain, or the way that it must be