Kylie Hughes - It Still Hurts lyrics

[Verse 1] It still hurts More than I'll admit And I still cry Though I wanna quit And it still burns Remembering every lie I still love you Though I don't know why This is me Standing open-hearted me And this is me Atrophied longingly [Chorus] And I've been scratching and fighting To find myself again And I keep looking and missing What it means to start again The pain keeps pounding and breaking and knocking me down Again, again, and again I've been screaming in silence for you Ever since [Verse 2] You're still here In pictures on the wall I still wait but you never call This is me Smaller than I've ever felt And this is me Left with the hand that I've been dealt [Chorus] And I've been scratching and fighting To find myself again And I keep looking and missing What it means to start again The pain keeps pounding and breaking and knocking me down Again, again, and again I've been screaming in silence for you Ever since [Verse 3] But God it's you holding me up when I fall down And it's you I can throw my arms around And I keep waiting and praying to finally understand That I was growing not knowing you carry me in your hands The pain was pounding, and breaking, and knocking me down Again, again, again It still hurts But I'm stronger in the end