[Verse 1] I'm excavating words but only digging up dirt and the letters that my head screams Spending gas money, it's aching up through my tummy and I love it that she calls me Talking through my vision and empty wallets been missing because I'm not good looking for sure I said I'm working on my self and past the point of my shell where this body's got me going for It's easy if you try without a reason to lie, misunderstanding what my eyes do Do they still see me with reason? Do they believe it? Always asking what am I to you [Chorus] Because I'm Going through the motions Of your real life notions And I'm always, always on I'm getting good at feeling wrong And you're loving to look at him You're telling me you won't give in But I'm always, always on I'm getting good at feeling wrong [Verse 2] Piloting the smiles of every kid past the mile and the silence that we hear about Pa**ively aggressive torn about being messy and the girls that talk so loud Counting thunderstorms, understanding the norms, listen hard to what my words do My tongue is allows livid, my poetry is frigid, but my words don't mean a thing to you [Chorus] [Bridge] I'm burning but I want a warm body next to mine I'm sinking to the bottom weighed down by my flawed design [Chorus]