Kvonvshi - Reality Tv lyrics

(Paranoia) (Reality Tv, Paranoia got me feelin' like I'm in Reality Tv) Yaw, it's just a normal day f** my daily routine I'm f**ed up all the time Don't know what I should be Happy or something that I just couldn't be Sad like I am normally Take a f**ing look & see Me broke, laying there In my bed or in the bathtub Half pained, half dead half alive… a lotta half's … yea With the water covering my face With the hairdryer by my side Yea… just in case Yeah my life man I'm tired of that Know I'm quiet alive, but I feel dead Can't express my feelings… Yaw don't know if I got sum' Cold hearted since beginning But I'm quiet alive & all them people f**in‘ stunned They think I've got an attention deficit disorder They can't understand me, cuz' it is their border Tell me if u like to switch the whole program I bet u can't, cuz' I try for years now So yeah 4 years now Reality Tv, I'm captured in They watch my steps But not just the livings Also them dead ones They turn me into a sad one If I want to talk I just talk to myself (to myself, myself, myself) I understand me the best And when I want to rest I can't sleep at night Won't be awake at day I've got an inner fight I win and lose at the same time… Let's pop the f** Champaign Not because I won Just to drown my mind Just to forget I got a lot Personality's inside… (got a lotta personality's inside (4x)) Can't do it anymore Just without doing something except them f**ing Xanax Won't do it anymore In trust & knowing that I could become f**ing panic I don't know why, honestly, I don't know Typa schizophrenic, never riding solo Always with my boys, u now this annoying gang life When the squad's with you I disregarded them signs, I wish I could undo But I can't… yeah I can't u should know that Paranoia got me using this meds… Nevertheless I feel like I'm in my show yet (outro) (Reality Tv, Reality Tv, Paranoia got me feelin' like Reality Tv, Reality Tv)