Verse 1 Haunted by the Ghost of the old me While my former self just continues to scold me Like you got work to do mister Gardin With those unrolled sleeves You gotta by back the time your selfishness stole G And I'm just trying to warm up in this cold breeze But as I stare at my face stained with pain Suddenly I realize that I was the force That wouldn't let me remain the same The cause of my own fall The spiral I slip down Panicking The waves of life had me in a quick drown And Lord knows I don't swim right But you can't guide your path when you walk with a dim light Let alone a path for others So this more than just bad for me I'm causing all of this agony I 'm just trying to find a way out of this tragedy But truthfully I'd be okay with getting back to me Chorus (If feels like )the winds of change have when and blown me away (If feels like )there violent nature has thrown me astray An I'm just trying to find my self as I go though this blowing wind I'm just hoping that I can get back to being my self again (It feels like) Verse 2 Sometimes I feel like I hate this life Should've stay in the potter's hands So he could've shaped it right As I'm facing this faceless fright I just hoping I can some how make this right Break this silence Reach that height I just don't wanna have to see defeat this night While my days filled with disappointments And missed opportunities I swear you couldn't handle everything it do to me Got me stressing trying to keep it together But I've already surrendered I'm just simply pretending While alcohol filled nights navigate my tragic fall When I feel like I should've just ended it I had a wide strut on a narrow path So while I'm trying to escape I just blare those tracks I'm just trying to get past what if feels like And hopefully one day it'll feel right Chorus (If feels like )the winds of change have when and blown me away (If feels like )there violent nature has thrown me astray An I'm just trying to find my self as I go though this blowing wind I'm just hoping that I can get back to being my self again (It feels like)