Kur - Everything I Wasn't (Produced by Dj Dougie) lyrics

[Verse 1: Kur] It was thought in back of my mind That made me wish that my mother would die Cause instead of getting me fly, She chose to get high So instead of wearing Jordans had to wear them Filas, Man f** it she tried Got my jeans from Forman Mills I always wanted Levis Used to think I lived poor until I went down Lehigh And saw my cousin eating out the trash damn he shot I was thinking in my head like this can't be life Why it's roaches in the fridge, in the cereal box Early morning plucking roaches out the Cheerio box I was forced to sell d** n***a I had weight like Terio got I experienced a lot foreal, Lil look at all this time me and you invested f** the fame f** the money man we got a friendship You was there when I started you'll be the one I end with And we can both run for that money like we in Olympics [Hook] Life is just a gamble and I took a chance The streets turned me to a man Everything I wasn't made me who I am Everything I wasn't made me who I am The streets turned me to a man Life is just a gamble and I took a chance Everything I was't made me who I am [Verse 2] Coop, remember all the times I came to you short Remember all them quarter ounces I bought Remember Dot used to sleep on my couch, and he would wake up early just to get ports And he would come back, and you would ask him to save your short I still think about the summer I tussled with Nelson I was stuck in my feelings I told myself if I saw him drowning I wouldn't help him Til' one day he bussed his gun off for me, then I realized I was being selfish Free my n***a Don I feel his pain I text b**hes all day and forget to write him I feel ashamed I ask myself what kind of friend am I, I portray this image of being real but really live a lie Picture me rolling picture me stunting Get my little sister that bike that she always wanted Get my G-Mom a Rolls that come with a chauffeur And she can ride around the town like she Phillip Drummond [Hook]