Kur Sin - Tears lyrics
[Verse 1:] Look, everyday it's the same crap Everyday I do something i wish I could take back I don't even know who I am, where's my face at? They push me, but I can't do nothing, I'm too laid back So I make raps so I don't break, that's Not the only reason so let me go way back I've always had a lot leaning on my chest, but They just think I've got depression and I'm constantly depressed, but The truth is I'm not, I've got a problem stuck in this spot Walked in this web and I got caught Now I'm stuck, the web tangled me in a knot Even when the sun's out this rain cloud follows me a lot, so Don't tell me to forget it, Kurtis, ignore it How am I supposed to ignore it when it's right above my forehead? So you may be wishin' you'd just lay out on the floor dead But listen I'll understand every thought that's rushing through your head I understand all I do is sit back and grieve I'm stuck, I can't get out, sometimes I wish i could pack and leave But sadly, life ain't a fairy tale, there's no living happily I don't know whether to be half full or empty, there's no water in the gla** for me I ain't perfect as everybody else, and some of the choices I made were bad for me I need help, now that I do, everybody's turning their back on me What about the things I've done for you? Do they just mean nothing to you Obviously not so just leave me here to obnoxiously rot [Hook:] No crying, stop I'm here On the other side of your ear I'm in your head so let me stop the fear You're not alone, everybody drops some tears Don't think like me, you're not rottin' Long as I'm here you'll never be forgotten It's okay to cry, stop the fear Everyone drops a tear... [Verse 2:] Lately, it seems like everyone's abandon me My friends, my self, and even my family f**, even my own mind's stranded me I'm left completely alone and on my own Nobody sees how special I really am, no Not even when I catch the ball up in the end zone I'm the guy that's always in the friend zone And even when I'm not I'm always leaven here to rot Even though I treated them better than they could've ever thought, but I guess it really don't matter, he ain't never mad at her Even though it hurts, I try to move on Lace them up and get my shoes on Get up but they're on the wrong feet, ooh darn I guess it's harder than it sounds especially with all these other things around As soon as I started thinking about it, I frowned I tried to stand up but I can't even get my f**ing shoes on I can't keep my mood up for too long So, what else could I possibly do? I sat down and started writing a new song Sat down with a pen and got more unique than a blue swan But you can't make everyone happy, that can't happen So I keep rappin' so my dreams I can see happen Hook [Verse 3:] Yo, I love music, I live, listen, write, believe, and breathe it They think it's wrong, but whatever, they ain't gonna read this What you think they really care? No, so they act like I ain't there But this is just something I gotta share What's that? You do? That ain't the truth, that's just a plain dare That's something I'll never believe, this is something you thought I could never achieve Instead of ignoring it, I grieve, but I pulled it off with no trick up my sleeve I'm sick of it, I just wanna leave, but hey the nights are long and days are longer And eversingle one of those, I grow stronger, soon I'll hop over these problems like frogger Actually probably not, the pain'll just get deeper I'll be good and ready to leave when it's time for the Grim Reaper I'll be nothing to anyone but just an old tweeker I won't be a hero, a saint, or a great neither But at least I'll be a voice up in your speakers You're doing nothing but making me colder I'm there when you need to lean on a shoulder But when I need yours, you just push me over You think I'm so bad yet I'm one of the only kids these days sober But they'll understand when I'm the hottest person to rhyme Or maybe not, but when it's time it's time School is just a latter that I could never climb I know there's people out there depressed but just know that I'm here If you're crying, don't feel alone... Cuz everybody drops tears... Hook [Outro:] Yeah, this is to my fans Look, I know how it is to be depressed and it's not fun A lot of people out there that don't like you and you feel like you're alone No, you're not, I'm always here