Kumm - Now And After lyrics

Waiting to turn my pain into tears Lifting the dam that's blocking the stream Now that the stones have melt from my heart I feel as empty as I've felt in the start Is it myself I'm trying to fool Hiding behind established rules? Is it myself I'm trying to buy Trading the heavens for the sky? Waiting to pour my happiness out Laughing and smiling, dancing around Now that the bliss has melt from my soul I feel as empty as I've felt before Is it myself I'm trying to fool Hiding behind established rules? Is it myself I'm trying to buy Trading the heavens for the sky? Beautiful, busy, astonished, attractive Devoted, deceptive, aggressive and blind Fabulous, fertile, forsaken, suspicious Pretentious, perverted, reluctant and kind Nervous, nostalgic, sincere, superficial Uncertain, dependent, sarcastic and loud Sensitive, sensual, afraid, apprehensive Difficult, stubborn, possessive and proud Every day / Changing All the time / Waiting Is it myself I'm trying to fool Hiding behind established rules? Is it myself I'm trying to buy Trading the heavens for the sky? Waiting for my plans to succeed Working for the fulfillment for years Now that all my dreams have come true I feel there's nothing else for me to do