Krystal Meyers - Up To You lyrics

You gave me your hand so long ago But now our house is burning You're never home I feel sick looking at our picture frames I turned them down and turned you away I wanted to hear your words my whole life But now they cut me like a knife Hiding under the covers Crushing dreams Am I your lover or your enemy? And at the end of the day I never wanted it to be this way You sure it's what you wanna do? I'll leave it up to you I packed my heart in boxes yesterday I fell asleep last night in my room all alone and afraid Cause my blood is cold and body is numb Oh God, what did we become? I feel you love to say that you don't miss me anymore But anything I feel I choose to ignore I pray that once my anger dies I'll live And once my tears are dry I'll learn to forgive I know the love we had was real at one time And if you give me one more chance I promise to try Seasons change, lovers bloom and some die But you'll always be part of my life