Krizz Kaliko - Unstable lyrics

[Intro:] And sometimes I I don't, I don't feel good Not physically, but like ment...mentally ...Mentally It's like I lose myself, like I'm not Krizz anymore like .... Unstable [Verse 1: Krizz Kaliko] It seems like I would've fixed it But I've been gone for way too long Put a band-aid on it to fix it But I've been barely hanging on If this is hell, then I need help So dark it's like I never see the sun It's like I'm dreaming, but feels so real And I can't be the only one [Hook] UNSTABLE Give me a reason Cause I can't stop, been thinkin' 'bout leaving I'm so UNSTABLE And I need help Cause I can't do it by myself UNSTABLE Give me a reason Cause I can't stop, been thinkin' 'bout leaving I'm so UNSTABLE And I need God To find myself is just too hard So UNSTABLE [Verse 2:] Now I'm back on my cuckoo medicine, it's better then Feeling like I'd rather be in heaven if it never end Either that or added soon to a padded room Wish I could come back up in the womb, if there was any room Unbirth me, this Earth hurts me Said I'm beserk, not a single person heard me Up and down, like working out and doing a Bur-pee If life's a beach, then can we at least go surfing (Okay) My scruples are gone (Ah-Huh) I done been around a Soo-Woo group, brains are noodle soup Pain got me jumping through these hoops That's why I'm jumping back up in this booth So I can figure it out and get it out Wanna get rid of it so I gotta let it out I'm still breathing but feeling completely/ [Hook] [Verse 3:] Make it up, out of it, battle it, take a hit Gotta get out of it before it gets malignant I'm digging my own grave, and being my own slave I figure it's gon' take a miracle one day To get it up off me, it's k**ing me softly The feeling is awfully, like jitterer from coffee Panic disorder, got me thinking it's over Can't be feeling this torture, but it's fully a scorcher Kali Baby, may be crazy since the day that he was born But if he raised in three days, maybe he can get me through this storm [Hook]