Kristoff Krane - Crystal Clear lyrics

Now it's crystal clear You never really understood the reason I was coming was to Bounce and disappear, but I did it And I'm proud that I found it in the clouds But what about princess pure Oh princess pure she's a mixed up gear In a clogged up engine God's addicted to calm withdrawal And this I fear, this I fear You wanna talk about fear I can tell you 'bout fear A little itty bitty something Like what's in here I get excited and open up Think I might have found something that's never been touched Then of course hmm I get too close Get burned trying to shut it But it just won't close So I suppose it's time for me to learn another lesson That I wouldn't have known if I didn't adhere To the voice that I hear In the back of my head When I'm all on my own on a road that twists and turns Now this concern is already old and frozen stiff All is know it's a gift to serve the distance within What I hope and observe is a moment Away from going a way and poking a hole I hope that that it works I hope that it bursts everything apart Until I finally understands the reason that it hurts And hold it in the dark Cuz the minute that we understand the reason that we're hear Is to focus on the spark that ignited the light that we chase every single second of the day The reflection we make will make us One with the stars And it won't seem so far away- Almost so close Distance is an enemy With no heart cope with the image of a mess to clean This is not fair Share this with almost everything Picture, now float Who are you to tell me I should go with the flow of life When I know there's a little boy Who would die for a little bowl of rice No one loves him And those he loves Show him how to fight So he grows up, lonely and frightened All he knows is destruction right Roll with the punches Nothing's right It's all sideways croaked and cracked Tangled twisted Around angles and made to collapse Hating my past is a mistake I'd hate to regret Maybe d**h is just the way that we behave when we're dead But I'm not So I got a lot of shock and I'm not ready to give up No sir, not yet Not until I figure out the reason that we sit and watch It all blow up in our face Instead making it end Stop this conflict Constant process over and over and over again Till no one is friends And no one believes we can open our flesh Hop over the fence Blow in the wind Control our own fate Nothing's gonna change When we show no pain Hold it all in So it won't go away Must dream bigger Must stay awake Trust me please You're not ugly disbelief Someone loves me Convince me what it is I'm running from Cuz you're the only one I know who knows I know I'm not okay