Kristoff Krane - BeMeTooConfused lyrics

I feel what's beneath my feet every time I spin around Fast enough to touch my teeth to the clouds and please the sky Rock bottoms never easy but at least I tried To reach the top of what has beat me into pieces all my life Your conviction in destructive angles makes me paralyzed The airy breathe you burry deep invaded sterile paradise Out inside I shout and yell and scream so loud the silence sleeps with one eye Open feed the doubt until belief can free emotion out The deepest sea mixed with bleech will bleed all over everything Atleast you had the decency to make believe in making love I am empty It's okay, cuz I know that you're empty too And life is full of beautiful mistakes that help me see you new I'd like to see you through to the other side But the older form that you possess disguised in flesh deceived my eyes My mind is made of matter I know its doesn't matter There's no denying that the tears taste like faulty chain reactions I bow to queen Who believes in service But who has no servants cuz she sees the people when their hurting And what's the use in fighting when you're already hurt and your forced to hide from What you know you truly don't deserve See The sky is never clear When you're born with cloudy eyes and thrown into a world Where fear becomes a motive to survive I really would of liked to enjoy the ride with you But instead I stayed behind with the boy Cause I was tired I never should of played with toys To avoid the issue that grows everytime I cultivate the soil trying to fix you Why are you still caught in winter, summers here So shut your eyes bu*terflies will always dissapear To keep our love alive For time is only wasted When justified by reasons head Guilt is only useful if it turns into a peaceful d**h I leave a mess and abandon obligation Like it's a secret Each breathe is just one step closer toward the absence of completion I'll tell you a secret If you promise not to keep it Every label you've been given Is a shadow drowning in denial Paddle slower swallow anecdote, clozapine, lithium Sorta social gram jammed in opinion Smile quarter hour past due date Due to the abuse and the overuse of toothache Don't forget about the root, skip stem Now give me that, Jack... Listen hear s**er Give your pills and slick measuring stick to another Back to the point at hand Yes, I've been better so I won't be back Now chase me out of this institute With a bottle of guilt and your lonely trap I'm through Everyone of you has done nothing but manipulate me And make me think that I can not survive In the outside world that I once knew But now that you try to see me You try to make my doubt grow, grew But that is not the way that you're suppose to handle it So now that you can see the flame Do you understand the candles lit Yes it is, don't ever try to test your evidence to me Because your measuring stick is not what I am looking at Blame Blame I blame the rest of us for the evidence that messed us up And gave us this whole method of defense mechanism that we never trust So be on your way Be who I wish you'd be so I can be me and be free Where I am When I look in and out its always the same thing Now leave me alone Let me go and leave me Come back, I love you mom and dad But everytime you visit me Company turns back into the point of the perspective that I had The day that the chemicals inside My head went crazy and made me mad Sometimes It does make me wonder How long humanities been in a state of mutation Waiting for mother nature to nurture her baby And give it the proper you name It, information Wrong information Never had a flotation device Will we ever see shore again Cause I know land underneath these feet Would feel so nice Pangaea, please don't leave us We have done everything under the sun To forget who we are Or where we are or going Why it is we are here or where we came from And I'm better Betting on faith Then hiding away And pressing force Quit there's always a lesson to be learned Plus here no escaping primal Reality reinforcements No matter which direction you turn She says that she can sense the storm Before it even starts to pour and I believe her Im a s**er for the thunder and its' roar He says that he can sense the storm Even when its sunny out And she believes him too- So they keep feeding one another's doubt But no one believes them And that's their biggest obstacle They fell in love in a hospital bed Anything's possible