It's not you, it's me, you've heard it all before Feel like I don't know the way I did before Sorry if this comes out way too forced, That's 'cause it is restricted Boy, it's so difficult, and I need time to figure myself out It's the bottom line And I'm so sorry to have to say this But it crossed my mind That I, yeah I know I'm the worst That I, yeah I know that it hurts That I, I, I, I chose to pull me first 'Cause when love don't hold your hand, You stop believing that If you ain't first, you're last If you ain't first, you're last Ooh oh oh My heart is in the bag, I see you walk out the door I'm standing here with you so you don't feel ignored Everything I say just hurts you more It is what it is! What you did Truth unveils it all, truth will set me free If I caught your call, can't be mad at me 'Cause I'm nowhere out of that now and damage has been done Fighting an uphill battle of a war that can't be won 'Cause it be so difficult, and I need time to figure myself out it's the bottom line And I'm so sorry to have to say this But it crossed my mind That I, yeah I know I'm the worst That I, yeah I know that it hurts That I, I, I, I chose to pull me first 'Cause when love don't hold your hand, You stop believing that If you ain't first, you're last If you ain't first, you're last Ooh oh oh 'Cause it be so difficult, and I need time to figure myself out it's the bottom line And I'm so sorry to have to say this But it crossed my mind That I, yeah I know I'm the worst That I, yeah I know that it hurts That I, I, I, I chose to pull me first 'Cause when love don't hold your hand, You stop believing that If you ain't first, you're last If you ain't first, you're last Ooh oh oh