Kris James - Orleans & York lyrics

[Intro] Mic check [Verse] Been gifted from the beginning Still got a leaky ceiling Friends say that I'm too revealing They think I should start concealing Like I was never caught stealing Well f** your feelings You'll be sitting back & chilling When I make a k**ing Now check it Sometimes I think I should be dealing I know fools who do that sh** & need that sh** It ain't exactly rocket science A honest day's work is quickly on the path of dying I'd be lying if I said I didn't want some of those a**ignments Lord knows I'm trying to not head down that path though It's really tempting cash flow When you're always dead a** broke sh**'s a ha**le But if I did the opposite I'd k** myself Guilt & torment would overshadow apparent wealth The truth just hits me like a parent's belt Always seem to struggle, now I truly know how Tricia & Darren felt This is how I've been for too many years Feeding off fears, jeers from peers But crashing like I'm King Lear cause I'm... [Bridge] Always stressing, sorry for the depression Cause it's not like I don't ever count my blessings But the music helps with venting So I never have to mention All these thoughts that are dark as my complexion Second-guessing all of your intentions Cause you mean well but you always gotta question Everything that you do, don't be a fool Do what you love And I hope that all this gets to…you [Outro] [Yawns] Damn Ah, I'm tired What time is it? Oh, sh**! It's almost 4 in the morning! I gotta stop recording so late, man Damn! I gotta hurry & get to sleep...