Krept - Last letter to Cadet lyrics

One last letter Rest in peace, cuz Yeah Dear cuzzy, I don’t know where to start You know this broke my heart The most broken I’ve been, I swear to God When I got the news of your d**h, I started losing my breath I tried to be the strongest around, but as soon as I saw your mum, I broke down Be there for her, I’mma do just that In less than a year, I lost you and Nash That’s my closest friend and my closest cousin I had to ask God, like have I done suttin’? Like, what did I do to deserve this? This is what true hurt is We had our ups and downs, but we built our relationship so perfect I try stay strong, but your boy broke I’ve replayed every vid, every voice note I’ve been staring at your pictures for hours My music career’s now ours ‘Cause everything that I do, is now in the memory of you Nothing comes close to this pain Trust me, you didn’t die in vain If you could ever see the love that you’re getting How much people you touched was a blessing No longer underrated, you definitely died as a legend One of the best storytellers in the country And still switch it up and do bangers like Pumpy Trust me, if they ever knew how much I love you and how much you loved me Cuz, please help me focus This whole thing’s just too hard to process You were loved, just know this The turn out at Hyde Park at such short notice Nan was proud, dad was proud, mum was proud, sis was proud, bro was proud I swear to God, the whole family was proud when they saw that crowd My heart’s so heavy, but I got pride so I won’t tell anybody that I need the help And the truth is, I do I lost you, I can’t lose myself Last few months have been hell for your dad like But you know he’s a fighter, he’s that guy Strongest man that I know, the first time that you’ve seen your dad cry That’s my uncle, man I love you I can’t take no more, ’cause I’ll crumble And you two were fixing your problems Were so close then you were taken from him How much can one man take? How much before this one man breaks? All these stresses, all these pressures Pray for me, I need blessings Make sure you sort out any issues with your loved ones Before God seals the deal Your last words to me were literally “just know that I love you, for real, for real” And I couldn’t ask for anything better I’ll remember those words forever I know it sounds mad, but since you pa**ed, I can’t listen to your letter That’ll break me, that’ll finish me I didn’t get to say bye, and it’s k**ing me You knew I was proud, so that means a lot You were even saving for a shisha spot Just got your new crib, you were in it for a week I was so proud beyond belief You worked so hard, that’s why my heart’s aching ‘Cause in a blink of an eye, it was taken You know that I’m there for your dad Mum, sisters, brothers and Roman You know you got a brother in CJ You know you got a brother in Konan You know I been here for the fam Since you been gone, that’s been clear to the fam And this s**t’s hard to believe, ’cause you’re the other half of me I won’t let you down, cuz, I swore that We’re putting on a show for you and Everyone’s coming to support that You’re gonna see, everybody’s got your back Make sure the family stay strong I’mma do what I gotta do Say everything that I need to say in one track Damn near impossible I just wanna say a big thank you to everyone that’s showing their support As long as I live, I promise, cuzzy I’mma carry that torch Cuz, this don’t feel right This just don’t feel right man Cuzzy, thank you for every bit of love we felt Cuzzy, thank you for every single hug we held Cuzzy, thank you for every single memory Cuzzy, thank you for leaving this legacy Cuzzy, thank you for all of the smiles you gave Cuzzy, thank you for all of the smiles you made Cuzzy, thank you for this part you played Cuzzy, thank you for all the lives you changed When the lights go low and the curtains close And the crowd applaud and you know it’s over I tried to block it out, but the pain don’t go So I wrote this one just to let you know I never will forget you I never will forget you I never will forget you I never will forget you When the lights go low and the crowd applaud I never will forget you Yeah, I never will forget you