[Chorus: repeat 2X] Gemini, everytime I try to use my mind seems like I gotta fight two sides and I never know which one's right That's my life [Krayzie Bone] Man since I been off in this music business sh** has gotten crazy I gotta be dealing wit devils b**hes and bustas daily All ah dem was screamin to take me on that long ride Journey or mission, whatever you want to call it they tryin to get me Listen, I'm hearing voices sayin k** dem muthaphukkaz dead Other voices saying be humble man and understand I try to be level headed but it seems the devils winnin try to do the right thing but I always end up sinnin Pin Me God won't forgive you when you pray and do the same sh** So I repent, and you can't even pay yo rent If it ain't no dollars ain't no sense right now But as I stop and think, a n***a got kids right now And mine got ta eat But they can't eat if daddy's dead or in jail So, what would you do choose heaven or hell If it's hell, you'd probly come up fast, and die That's why {and i} I wonder why heaven ain't the chance on my mind [deep voice Krayzie] Listen n***a, you plan on having thought of thangs then f** everybody else, think about yo self Them muthaphukkaz never gave you sh** f** that n***a take that b**h You smoke all the muthaphukkin reefa you give k** any muthaphukka you feel need to be k**ed And the n***az that used to run wit cha they ain't cha friends them n***as is out ta get cha And f** this Ruthless b**h them muthaphukkaz ain't paid you for sh** If I was you and you was me then i'll bust in that office and take my profits But nah, you muthaphukkaz tryin ta go to heaven Be broke and ain't nobody bless you What happen to the muthaphukkin n***a I know The n***a that was lokking the let the guns smoke You a mastermind you need to say f** this rap sh** and put it in some crime {sometimes} You money waitin n***a Ya muthaphukkin money ways n***as Don't let chu know you gotta fight these n***as] You know you got damn right Handle my pistol dawg 'cause I den got hype Finna be some muthaphukkaz dying tonight the sh** ain't right 'cause I den stayed humble and kept it real wit chu hoes [and muthaphukkaz try to play me still n***a I know] Yeah muthaphukkaz is thinkin a n***a got soft and I dropped my sawed off and I won't break em off But chu know a n***a [show dem n***as] hoe a** n***as [told dem n***as] If I had to fake that is was on (Stop hold up n***a wait don't go makin a mistake wit cho life) [Man f** this hoe sh** n***as is bout ta ride] But wait, what chu mean make a mistake muthaphukkaz owe me (But k**ing ain't the way ta get it please hear me) Well how the f** I'm pose to eat [ain't no other way] (but it is) [it ain't f** that] How you feel it is [Oh sh**] (You got ta pray, they'll be a better day I can bet there'll be a better way but chu gotta keep ya faith don't let them demons take Ya soul don't sell ya soul no Remember what chu reap ya so, and if you try ta cheat he know) [f** that save the world sh** don't listen to that garbage don't chu know n***as gone die hell regardless don't chu got a family n***a what about cho daughter] (And that's just the reason you should trust in the Lordy Lordy Lordy Lord) So what am I to do, go dance with the devil or be true ta you know who get paid I make due But the bad is lookin good and the good is lookin bad sh** you be the judge of that dat. [Chorus] - repeat until fade