KOTA The Friend - Twenty-Nine lyrics

[Verse] Twenty-one, I'm smoking, drinking, and chopping songs Twenty-two, I'm grinding, I ain't got sh*t to lose Twenty-three, my Jordan year, and I'm broke as sh*t Shooting videos for some local artists and hope it hit Twenty-four, my shorty pregnant like what the fu*k? I ain't got no money, apartment, it's like I'm fu*king stuck Twenty-five, I put this sh*t into drive Ignoring my mental health, I'm focused on dollar signs 'Cause lil' Kota is growing, I'm focused on bottom line Diapers are expensive, I'm walking without a dime Show up at the show mad early because I'm deadass Four in the morning was the time I went to bed at Twеnty-six, the people saying I'm making hits Twеnty-seven, I'm hustling and I'm getting rich Twenty-eight, I'm mentally breaking down I'm toxic and I always got toxic women around But sh*t, I want better I'm reading all these books and they inspire me to get up I'm working on myself, feel like I'm getting it together I told this woman I do not wanna love with no effort But she a bitter ho, and I learned that sh*t was a set-up Picking up the pieces, I got this place looking better I don't need the reasons, I chalk it up to the seasons As long as I'm not repeating these toxic cycles, I'm finna get everything I been needing I say it to let it go Vilifying me in your story, have you forgotten that I got one of my own? And if your people know it, then they would look at you low But you ain't gotta worry 'cause I'ma tell this sh*t slow Twenty-nine, intuitive and I'm hella wise Beach house, town house, lake house, ho Every crib got the same damn couch, though I just switch up the color to meet the vibe And give my energy to my woman 'cause shorty fly And give my energy to my youngin 'cause time flies And give myself love 'cause, fu*k, it's about time Show so much love the haters get outshined Internet chatter, they talking about lies Wonder how I'm living, my ni**a, I'm outside Saw you with those lil' hoes on the clout train But it didn't take you nowhere, did it? How you feeling?