Kosher Abz - Last Man Standing lyrics

[Verse 1: Abz] Went on a trip in my mind for tripping all of the time Peace and Clarity what I was trying to find But got damn The conclusions that I reached I thought my soul was already as heavy as could be At my peek and my finest I can't them The people that stay honest and stay modest I see the good in everybody till they cross me Man I'm a m**m I don't play that sh** I never asked for none of this to happen I was only rapping Questions answered with more questions ignoring all that I was asking And piled up all the bullsh** I was never having For what? All that pa**ion yu packing could probably lead a nation All the guidance you lacking could probably keep you waiting It's 2 sides to the spectrum man don't get it twisted It's nothing new that if you do you'll probably get offended Gave my all for consumption Never got a callback And no feedback And no nothing at all If I depended on the numbers just to keep going I wouldn't be recording What for if it ain't rewarding? Man Look what the game turned us to Substance abuse And backstabbing An image to prove With gimmicks for fuel And Smack Chatting From pitiful dudes Cause I can't see how They're claiming they love me And hate to see me shine if their level ain't on mine It gets so ugly that it's just funny sometimes No lie But what do you see? What the f** do you really see? Writing scriptures only I could read silly me Never gave a f** about what you want so I can breathe Telling me who I should be after missing out on scenes Getting kicked out and struggling to eat For months and months where the f** were any of yall? Or walking to the studio at like 5 in the morning? No picking when they keep calling And calling and calling Just to land my paps in a hospital bed for a heart attack I've caused Brought nothing to the world but faults I've lost everything and really gained nothing at all Gave yall kosher but was nowhere closer