Knxwledge - Between lyrics

[Verse] Too close to reality, but caught in these travesties Every day feels black & gray, with lack of imagining Looking at a distorted view of daily normality I look fine, but my threshold's losing capacity I find my sadness irrational, reasons to me are laughable Losing effort in making my happy facade pa**able Ain't been enjoying life, I'm too focused on what my actions do Drowning in negative energy I hope I don't pa** to you Staring blankly at a screen while running from my insecurities And the fact that it's my own introversion that's hurting me Interaction with strangers never done, but it occurs to me Overstepping those boundaries burned my veins to the third degree I run, ashamed, thinking of what I could've said I try to remember that there's brighter days ahead So I'll be here, writing till I run out of things to say And this rain clouding my vision fades away