KK (2nd II None) - k** Afraid lyrics

Chorus ( KK ) I k** afraid , still afraid of my shadow Of shadow I'm a knight in a night who fights back tornado Black tornado Verse 1 ( MiC SlaYer ) Alright, let me tell you a story That i'm living in The pain that i'm feeling in Never was the same when i was little-and Never had my emotions so switching Then at one night i felt my head aching Lost my control i was next to the wall I was banging head , then next moment I was bleeding and don't know why But i loved how blood smells I was just trynna control the heat i was feeling in But something in my mind yeld Like demon inside has awakening Now i feel my brain has come in my tongue So i can't think before speaking Cause my tongue is only thinking See i tried to stick a nails on it You can see holes on it But nothing worked as the demon was having power in his word And day by day i found it getting worse First he use to talk before he gets burst I never wanted to be this way But he ain't gonna living me And at some times m loving the fear his making in people Cause they ain't no hating me they're scared of me.. f** man, i have started spiting sh** from his side man Chorus ( KK ) I k** afraid , still afraid of my shadow Of shadow I'm a knight in a night who fights back tornado Black tornado Verse 2 ( MiC SlaYer ) People are telling me i should take a break And i would take it only after k**ing them ( k** Them ) They don't want to get pierced in their faith And i f**ing wanna play with them (Play with them ) See lately even i was the peace loving guy , still i'm Its just i don't need anyone alive by my side When i walk on the road i see everything in a red cries The whole world i see as damn bloody end At night when i try to sleep i hear noises Where people scream , they are coming to k** me And when i open my eyes its nothing the same So i go to the kitchen with a knife in my hand I'm slitting You can see my wrist open hanging with my skin M tired of this feeling but Deep inside somewhere i'm loving fear he is making See last night i had a fight with my girlfriend And i f**ing had her heart out on a table I was enjoying when it was making melodies But, then it ended Heart stopped working So i chopped and grilled it Gave it to my kins saying Its some kindda chicken and its grilled I never wanted to k** her But what should i do if that b**h trynna Cheat on, that nerd I hate her.. See normally i don't get pissed I don't be angry But when somebody tries to make me angry Its like my heart goes thousand times speedy, greedy And my head starts banging expanding, and you can see my head blowing Chorus ( KK ) I k** afraid , still afraid of my shadow Of shadow I'm a knight in a night who fights back tornado Black tornado