Kirko Bangz - Use To Be lyrics

Man f** these n***as Make me wish that I ain't tryin' to f** with these n***as And you ain't gotta f** with me n***a Don't be mad 'cause these fans feel in love with me n***a Still the same n***a that's wishing the same position Recking every song harder ain't the same collision Had dreams of a daughter had to change my visions When my auntie got k**ed, man this pain a k**er I call her after every show Had to let her know how a boy feel, why she had to go In the minute that she went, and what am I supposed to do without The time that we ain't spent, I had plans I was gonna throw a party for her Now that party turned into a funeral I seen alot of pain you hear my music then you should know I'm too real for rap n***as and these industry hoes I kinda feel for these n***as so in love with the dough Playing hard but when the camera off is straight up hoe I probably seem like the n***a that be all about hoes I love p**y but sh** that ain't all I know My mind all caged up used to be on doze Straight hooping with my n***as, now I'm buying some clothes To deal with the pain ain't sayin' where I might go Out here show my fam' we good so I got go By myself shedding tears hurt 'cause I can't show How a n***a really feel 'cause I got 2 shows This b**h talkin' 'bout I'm co*ky man but she don't know And this hennesy making me wanna k** this hoe 'Cause she smiled at a n***a and my teeth ain't show She on twitter talking down my emotions blow Say my emotions blow, damn sh** And now I'm screaming at my phone like b**h do you know how it feel For it to take a n***a 22 years to make me And switch your pops and folks that look like him And have an auntie like your mommy she was your best friend She help your get your first car, help you furnish your crib Get your girlfriend a job, helped you out through sh** Dressed your sister up for prom, help you manage your chips And you turn around and lose her in the same damn year Time and time I'm thinking damn, what if I was there I probably could've told her husband that it wasn't fair And to think about their little girls Before he pulled the trigger on her then he k**ed himself And deep inside I'm kinda feeling like it's my fault If she wasn't helping be she could've been at home more Doing things that married people supposed to do It's k**ing me 'cause I just got so damn close to you And everybody calling, telling me to stay strong And it's the reason why I always wanna be alone You get to love a person then you turn around they gone I guess she goin' home, ye I guess she goin' home I guess she goin' home I used to be a use to I used to be a use to I used to be a use to I used to grind in the dirt I used to cry 'til it hurt I will look up to the heavens When is my time gonna come I used to be a use to But I never got use to Being what I use to be Say I used to be a use to But I never got use to Being what I use to be