Kirko Bangz - PTSD lyrics

[Intro] (Kirko Bangz) [Verse 1] My brother doin' time but I can't cry for him Lil' cousin doin' time but I can't cry for him I lost my cousin to the streets but I can't cry for him My cry is breakin' every time but I can't for 'em And I can't even lie, momma I can't shed a tear, I'm traumatized, momma PTSD fu*kin' with my mind, momma I didn’t even get to say goodbye, momma We was supposed to make it through the worst days No more cryin' on your birthday White candles, yeah, they hurt the worst way Write RIP, [?] hurt the worst way [Chorus] And all this money in my bag don't take the pain away (No, no) All this liquor to my head don't take the pain away (No, no) We wasn't lookin' for no handouts, just a get away (No, no) All we know is all we know and that's to get away (No, no) And all this monеy in my bag don't take the pain away (That don't take thе pain away) All this liquor to my head don't take the pain away (That don't take the pain away) We wasn't lookin' for no handouts, just a get away (Tryna get away) All we know is all we know and that's to get away (Get away) [Verse 2] How I'm 'posed to make a change when ni**as hatin' on me? How I'm 'posed to make a change when ni**as preyin' on me? I thought that ni**a was my dawg, he got it out for me He was just waitin' for a reason to switch sides on me Can't find a friend, I find protection in this Nina LeBron fan, I never thought I'd need a [?] The same ni**as slept on couches in my condos Throwin' dirt all on my name in every convo And I can't even lie, momma Some nights I dream of homicide, momma The other nights I think of suicide, momma But I can't take my life, I gotta provide, momma [Chorus] But all this money in my bag don't take the pain away (No, no) All this liquor to my head don't take the pain away (No, no) We wasn't lookin' for no handouts, just a get away (No, no) All we know is all we know and that's to get away (No, no) And all this money in my bag don't take the pain away (That don't take the pain away) All this liquor to my head don't take the pain away (That don't take the pain away) We wasn't lookin' for no handouts, just a get away (Tryna get away) All we know is all we know and that's to get away (Get away)