Waitin’ It’s so much time I’m waitin’ You don’t respond While I’m right here tryin’ to call Stayed awake Tryin’ to stop myself drinkin’ The ceiling burns In this cold sunrise halflight [Phone voice mail:] “Um, when you hear this message please, please call me back. This time I’m really going to change, trust me.†I have lost my lifeblood I am drownin’ Drownin’ in a rushing river with no escape Why do you not hear my screams? I still make mistakes It’s hard to change now And we’re far away Then it’s time to rise to the surface I know you’re waiting for me now Loneliness is my blame And I’m walkin’ Walkin’ in the darkness of an endless night Is the dawn still there? Emptiness inside me I k**ed your heart And I wasted my life with my deepest sin Will I ever rise again?