KING Karlemagne - Flawed lyrics

[Verse 1] Got this girl who sort of means the world to me Sees my best when they all see the worst of me Would probably trade in my happiness for her to be Probably give up an arm cause she's worth it see I mean with urgency, I would buy the world and more Swear she's worth it sure, you would know by her allure When I am down to rid my frown she has the cure She's my angel though, Gabriel isn't half as pure And I have her sure, but might need let her go Been running circles through my brain like the letter O Which makes it kinda hard to focus, just from time to time But I just say I'm fine, when she asks what's on my mind Would hate to bring her pain, sorrow, I won't bring it here Our bond is special baby, it's this little thing we share I'd like to for you to be my Queen when little King is here (but) I can't afford a ring and there go my insecurity [Chorus] I wasn't born like this like this, I just became like this I hate the fact that I wake up being afraid like this I've spent my life like this, spend everyday like this And when they me ask how I'm doing swear I hate that sh** Guess I'm flawed, yeah that's right I am flawed, yeah that's right Guess I'm flawed, yeah that's right I am flawed, yeah that's right [Verse 2] It's been some months insecurities keep growing worse Still I fake like I'm happy though I know it hurts Use my cards so she never has to go to hers Though I overdraft every time I show her perks I have a past, but the little things I know of hers Don't make easy just to turn away these hoes who flirt Keep it buck ma, they make these demons quite down And I don't like how they're feeling how a riot sounds Plus I think of how the hell I measure to her ex And if the child they had will ever ever show respect Yeah I had some exes, but I only treasured was the s** Looking back on it I find no pleasure in regrets But tell me babe, mean you told that dude you love him too I wish the thought would go away but it doesn't boo Hey I ain't judging you, but baby girl my grudge ain't through I've just been feeling like number two and there is my insecurity [Chorus] I wasn't born like this like this, I just became like this I hate the fact that I wake up being afraid like this I've spent my life like this, spend everyday like this And when they me ask how I'm doing swear I hate that sh** Guess I'm flawed, yeah that's right I am flawed, yeah that's right Guess I'm flawed, yeah that's right I am flawed, yeah that's right [Verse 3] I think I grew the balls to tell her I ain't ready for it And I know good and well that one day I'll come begging for it But today I'm too broke; have to say it with hope And hopefully the day will come, god will lend me a rope To climb up out this basement; never fall in this hell And I can't do that now my momma called it as well If I faulter and failed, then I'd pin you with the blame We'd go from love to resentment and it won't be the same It's best we grew apart, - baby at least for now And I will be right there if I am who you need around But baby girl for now, hell I need room grow Gotta work on me to be us that much you need to know That much you should agree with, I need for you see this One day we'll be us again like Kelly and Regis But just for now alone, I gotta say good bye Letting go of love, I swear a piece of me could cry