King-ISO - Head Down lyrics

[Verse 1:] Can somebody remind me? I'm alive cause it's obvious Imma be dying Nevermind what your eyes see I got the mind of a minefield bottled inside me And my pride is behind me, so when I speak I try to finding the right thing But I'm left with a bottle of vodka, and I can't decide what my mind cannot see My bum broke on the concrete, and I think what If I didn't stop and it got me d**h, is all I got in this world is me and mine Be in mind, he remind of me of zombies I'm a dead man walkin, but I'm drownin in sorrow and it's drownin tsunami And I'm praying to God that my mom never finds me with an IV inside me When I write these thoughts, I might be off f** it man, I might be y'all My son don't see me, my wifey scarred I feel like my music cuttin' my psyche off And I don't wanna believe in a pipe dream, naw Inner Demons gotta fight these off Millimeter on my right, please call n***a give a reason that I might squeeze off n***a feel the fire, I pop them pills till I feel entired The devil wanna k** desire, I never really feel inspired I guess what I feel is spillin I fill the dryer up With my dirty laundry cause I been washed up Hell naw, it's just my luck Gettin' ready to end my love It's already lost so pour some Hen in my cup [Hook:] I got my head down grim look, attitude like f** you Been down so much to with nothin' I can look up to My head down, grim look, attitude like f** you Been down so much to with nothin' I can look up to My head down, grim look, attitude like f** you Been down so much to with nothin' I can look up to My head down, that's why I got my head down, head down [Verse 2:] Everyone askin' 'where the hell I been' dawg In my head again, hell has been dark I got problems that's never been solved When my doc calls, I cut the cellular off You ever been called Every name in the book till you take a every sedative talk In the face that and you basically so sick in the brain That you coulda ate a whole medicine ball? I never act like I'm better than y'all I feel bad when I set the sh** off I fell back in a devilish cause The f** is Tarrel at? He's dead and been gone I wanna get nailed back to the head of this cross Get the f** out the trap for the better sh** dog Lord I ask for the fellowship pause My own dad ain't accepting my calls So watch what you bring around you I promise any b**h you leave will drown you You'll lose everything around you But Imma be the first to say f** what they think about you Your own love ones they will even doubt you Pride I can eat a mouthful And when the sh**'s all said and done all they wanted from you are odds will even out you Think about who matters the most From back in the strap and your coat When nobody had your back in the cold Now you get cash, they act like your folks The prime people I'm rapping for those They wanna trap us and snatch up our souls But it ain't happening, yo and Imma fight back till I lie flat with a tag on my toe [Hook:]