Kika - I Apologize (To my Mother) lyrics

And today is the day I remember my mistakes 'n yes I regret every single one of them The way that I behave All the sh** that I say Damn Why can't I be like how I was back in the old days: Used to be so nice and wise Now I roll them dice and endager my life Used to stop by And say hi But now youll see me out flirting with your guy And for that I apologize Im sorry for all the damage that ive done I apologize to everyone Especially my mom Cuz to her ive done so much harm She dont even deserve it Yet She puts up with all my stupid sh** all day everyday Still, with all that said Youll see me do bad decisions Without even thinking of the consequences See mother crying Damnit ma Dont u see that im trying? I really am But something holds me back Its like one half is good While the other is bad I know you miss the old me that you once had But you gotta understand I can't take back any damage that ive done in the past So I.... I apologize to evryone Especially my mom Cuz to her ive done to much harm She dont even deserve it Yet she puts up with my stupid sh** All day, everyday I just hope she'll forgive my mistakes some day And please believe me when I say this But I Love You mom Maybe someday i'll change But yet again, thats something I can't promise.... ~Kika~