Kidcrusher - Bodyrott (Positive and Negative) lyrics

[Verse 1] I was so consumed by this emptiness Because its so damn easy to be such a mess When you fear and scared about f**ing up Your whole f**ing life will keep f**ing up There's like a angel and a demon on your shoulder blades Positive and negative, f**ing with the way you want to live But the positive is dead, I've got double negative And they laugh and scream and keep distorting in my head Its so easy to fall and get lost in the darkness Anything and everything will fall until your heartless Sleeping in your coffin you've got maggots on your carca** Wondering and wondering how you f**ing got this Your worst enemy can be your self Stuck up in your mind and with no one else Hell becomes home when I'm stuck alone Demon screamin in my head wishin I was dead [Hook] I've seen the devil and I'm haunted by a demon I'm screamin now, so lost and alone No place to call home Except this coffin I'm in now I'm rotting, So lost and alone [Verse 2] Stuck in my grave cause I'm a slave to the pain I'm contagious, better get away from all these pages I could write a book about the bull sh** I be feeling Dig my hole a little deeper cus I know I'm not appealing I'm a f** up, That is just the voice that I be hearing I'm a f** up, This is all the pain that I be feeling I'm a f** up, That is just my life that you are stealing I'm a f** up, That is all my blood upon the ceiling THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO YOU LOST YOU'RE NEVER MISSED THINK ABOUT THE GIRL YOU LOST AND EVERY TIME YOU KISSED GET ANOTHER BOTTLE KEEP ON DRINKIN UNTIL YOUR PISSED GET A fu*kING BLADE AND CUT YOUR MOTHER fu*kING WRIST I'm sick of this, its so f**ing hard I'm breaking down, so f**ing scarred f** this sh** and ill burn it down Cut my neck I won't make a sound [Hook] I've seen the devil and I'm haunted by a demon I'm screamin now, so lost and alone No place to call home Except this coffin I'm in now I'm rotting, So lost and alone