Kidcrusher - Overdose lyrics

This pain inside of me is so pure that its hard to ignore I start to suffocate myself to block out all of my thoughts I'm waking up to medication fall asleep to medication Just cant seem to stop my concentration (SHUT UP) f**k it, I'm sick of myself, All the bullsh*t keeps on following me And swallowing me, right after the lobotomy, There's nothing left inside of me I'm just f**king hiding me and trying to numb the pain Pill after pill after pill everyday Blowing all my money, so I can liquefy my liver Blazing up the weed, even though I don't smoke Trying sleep but I cant sleep so back to medication I don't even know if I want to live or die, Laying on the floor feeling like I want to fly So I can see my dad for the very first time Would he even want to see me? just because I'm that guy I want to overdose, its just so easy to die I want to get outside of me, and realy feel alive