[Hook/Chorus – KiD TRUNKS & XXXTENTACION] Won't be reminded of the lost days Used to rob the plug for all his work so I could maintain Won't be reminded of the lost days Used to rob the plug for all his work so I could maintain Won't be reminded of the lost days Won't be reminded of the lost days Won't be reminded of the lost days Used to rob the plug for all his work so I could maintain [Verse 1 – XXXTENTACION] I'm doing d** so I can maintain Part of the reason that I can handle this damn pain “I'm f**ing numb” said the lonely heart of the drummer boy Who'd rather wreak havoc than play around with a Tonka toy My mirror ain't been clearer lately I see my mind becoming blind, material mistaken Heart indulging in the things that are forever broken I seen the father lose his son, why life so f**ing hopeless? Consect of my depression is That there's no f**ing recollection when your birth begins And there's nobody there to hold you when the pain begins But there's somebody there to fold you when you're caving in Such discuss my such and such, you're a f**ing loser man While life's a f**ing uppercut Right inside my f**ing gut Wanna f**ing end it but, I don't have the balls to f**, I'm such a p**y, f** me up [Hook/Chorus – KiD TRUNKS & XXXTENTACION] Won't be reminded of the lost days Used to rob the plug for all his work so I could maintain Won't be reminded of the lost days Used to rob the plug for all his work so I could maintain Won't be reminded of the lost days Won't be reminded of the lost days Won't be reminded of the lost days Used to rob the plug for all his work so I could maintain [Outro – KiD TRUNKS] No, I can't feel no pain right now Lost in the skies while it's raining down Numbness and hell, what we crave right now No, I can't feel no pain right now