Kid Mos - Insomnia lyrics

*phone ringing* Pre-vocal : Yo whatup whatup bruh! Thanks for the message man I don't have a rap to give you.. but, you know you mean everything as a great friend to me. I'll try my best to be there tomorrow, and yeah see ya soon bruh thanks for everything and have a safe trip tomorrow. Okay, peace out [Verse 1 : Kid Mos] Cause my mind can never leave, endless thoughts so extreme Full of possibilities, insomnia always k**in me From my heads to the clouds, indecisive full of doubt Keepin myself distant from the crowd Silence is my strength and anger kept me down (yeah) [As I close my eyes I can't sleep, for the things in mind are so deep Unfinished business back home are the only things I dream] What wouldve happened if I didn't leave, possessions are things I didn't need Looked like I was trying to flee, a world I didn't want Didn't know leaving would cause a depression full of haunt Blinded luxury with Supreme white tees and Saint Laurants Gettin smiles but lacking pa**ion to the heart Had to leave it all behind without lookin back, just followin the heart When I was young all I wanted was racks, didn't know that beautiful things can turn dark New things gave a spark, new things beautiful but hard When time is at hand, make sure to represent your motherland When I come back, you'll understand why I left (i'll explain later with the things ive said) [Chorus 2x : Kid Mos] Only at night I can't sleep Only at night I can think so deep Only at night my thoughts can never leave Only at night my mind is free [Verse 2 : Kid Mos] Only at night I can't sleep Eyebags begin at 3, I keep looking at the ceiling Lookin for different meanings (yeah) Distraction blockin my mission I can't see the vision, been stayin up this summer season All I got are lucid-dreamings, fiending staying up Feel like im stuck in the mud somebody pull me up Seeing my past vividly fast it always k**s me Makes me cringy like getting pennies Always useless but sh** so many The past tempts me, sun rising Keep grinding, make this sh** applying to my everyday service Realized time's the enemy or else music I won't be learnin Sin and temptation makin me nervous, becomin a different person Forgiveness always a given, but we do sin on purpose World gettin destroyed under the surface People barely pray, though millions of churches Gettin hot, somebody lower the thermos Don't put me on the spot, but [when things get tough i'll lower my head and pray to God He knows the things I've sacrificed and fought Realized to stop worryin and be thankful for what I've got]