Khirey Akeem - Asshole. lyrics

Part 1: reveal.: [Intro: 2Pac Shukar] [Instrumental produced by Khirey Akeem] Part 2: dustin [Intro] *Women laughing* [Verse: Khirey Akeem] I wonder if God lies, cause people do And we're made in his image Imagine that... No more parties in LA They say we play or we'll decay These days my life is one of many who are barely surviving Relying on lies told to meet standards My stance is keeping my feet plant as I try to access my roots Truth is I'm a liar in denial I ain't rich and for damn sure I ain't sh** So in this I'm looking for lives to switch If I had his life I wouldn't hate mines Mind you that my eyes have bled in bed and in my head i'll never rest Life's a test yet i'm failing God bless me for the blessings I need and if need be I'll admit to greed Just so my soul can be freed Indeed my deeds have been deadly And it hurts to hear you're dead to me What's destiny? A fictitious thought in which we hope we're destined for greatness Pacing... My hearts been pacing Due to my mind racing The devil's talking and as of late he's all I hear Dear fear get in gear because i'd like to believe I can still feel... Numb My soul is numb I think i'm dumb or maybe i'm happy Nirvana reference referred I'm determined to make it but I've been deterred [Bridge: Louis C.K.] [Outro] Help me... Please I need your help Help me... Please Anybody? I need you Can anybody hear me? Can anybody hear me? I need you Help me Help me Part 3: brandon [Intro] *Static plays* [Verse: Khirey Akeem] The tales told from hell as I dwell on the thoughts of a life lived without d** I'm hurting and itching I need a buzz Lord help me as I call out to the sky and scream why Not a voice heard As I sigh then cry Why try when in the end we all die It's hard to ignore your demons When they were the only ones around The cutting board has a sound so profound My eyes gaze the supposed phase and then I'm amazed My kind mind becomes crazed With thoughts of a severe rampage Whoa I need someone to hold My heart was once made of gold Now it's as cold as the snow falling upon ice Fight... I must fight But my feet lose feeling as I begin to take flight My head is spinning I feel bad but I've done no sinning My face is numb My jaws are clinched My pupils are ma**ive My friends hate it and I've become pa**ive Past the extinct that d**h is near I don't believe a word being said All I know is all I know and all I know is soon... I'll be dead! *Rain drops* [Bridge: Unknown Artist] AHHHHHHHHHHH! *Distorted door creaks* [Outro: Skit] Part 4: durante [Intro: Yoko Ono] [Chrous: Khirey Akeem] My b**h cheats when I sleep I see her when she creeps And it hurts me deep when she's roaming in the streets And it hurts worst when n***as get to brag About my b**h and how they get to smash [Verse 1: Khirey Akeem] My friends hate what I've become Or became I debate whether it really is the same Can I hold on to the last piece Or at least until they blast me Lastly I vastly improved upon women But the woman I chose is constantly sinning Spinning around from dick to dick And it's a wonder why I'm feeling sick... Sick as in health And sick as in respect But the world is one to see what I've never seen It would seem these dreams have become quite the thing Thing is I rather scream [Chorus] [Verse 2] Gasp As I try to grasp the concept of pain It's a picture I've yet to paint Out of all things where would this rank? Beaten by the hands of my lover In the midst of all of this How will I recover? Sadly it's gone badly And the loves gone brutal For the brutes in boots who choose to be rude due to not seeing the hurt Feel this pen disperse the feelings that need to be felt I'm f**ed up and need some help It was all good just a week ago until the snow turned to tears And the minutes turned to years Time is what I need... But it's all I lack... [Bridge] I need you... [Verse 3] You there There you are My shinning star from a far We are who we are But what are we Let's see... We are love We are the start We are the beginning and the depart But even with all that everything involving love begins with heart You have mines and without a tear shed I give it all to you I'll fall for you Or have fallen Now like a sinner without a cause to you is who i'm calling Your voice is calming So talk to me tell me your fears Tell me how you're scared I won't be here Tell me all it is you seek Because even when there's nothing as if a bad joke were told I'll be here all week And the week after You have me I'm your slave you my master The world is scary when placed in it alone But that is where in me you have a home Let us travel to the places unknown Let our souls be free And if you feel you don't want to with me Then yes I'll allow you to roam But remember when you're lost and all hope is gone... I'll be here waiting Because you see i'm stuck and struck with love and that's why... And that's why... I'm your home! Part 5: revert [Instrumental produced by Khirey Akeem] [Outro: Amy Winehouse]