Khaled Siddique - Pain lyrics

I felt so lost Searching for purpose My soul felt so worthless now I felt so lost I know that He's there I know that He cares about me Searching for Allah So I can know my purpose on this earth, I feel so lost I feel so damn lost And what have I done To think that I'm worthy for mercy I'm begging you, please, Ya Rabbi I'm down on my knees If only I could be more open I'll tell you why I was so broken I'm searching for something But I don't know what it is That I could put on and open I'm rolling around in this ocean I'm about to drown You could see it in my eyes I'm down with this life These egos and lies I'm about to fly away Leave this world behind I know it's worth all the pain Before the Sun, comes the rain What you crying for? x2 I know it's worth all the pain Before the Sun, comes the rain What (are) you crying for? x2 But I'm still searching for Allah So I can know my purpose on this earth, I feel so lost I feel so damn lost And what have I done To think that I'm worthy for mercy I'm begging you, please, Ya Rabbi I'm down on my knees If only I could be more open I'll tell you why I was so broken I'm searching for something But I don't know what it is That I could put on and open I'm rolling around in this ocean And I'm about to drown You could see it in my eyes I'm down with this life These egos and lies I'm about to fly away Leave this world behind [Outro] "So be not of the despairing" - Quran 15:55