Kevin (SA) - Teacher's Pet lyrics

Verse 1 Have you ever ever ever been depressed so bad? It was a struggle everyday not to regret your past When every f**ed up thing in life feel like it's your bad Waking up every morning either feeling sad or mad But man, I gotta tell you that's how sh** is “A lot black mans in the spot that you be in” The voice told me as I made my way from school I know it's hard but f** it you will always see your way through You're under budget and you wonder how the last line is true A lot of stressing fills my brain A lot of bullsh** comes my way So we n***as roll them blunts with hopes it helps us calm the pain The strain, can't even get away, from the Devil's plan My momma told me, “Don't be comfy in the white man's land Won't always be there baby to come help with all your bags” The tears in my mother's eyes always set me on fire And all the years that go by without my dad by my side Always questioning why Why is it I'm alive? With all the hardships that I've bumped to in my fairly short life Made me wonder how a n***a today gets to survive We are against the odds Far less pros than more cons Further drifting from God Quickly shifting to guns With lives lost everyday, now that's lines a cliché “Please behave boy!” That's what his momma would say “You're acting strange boy!” That's what his n***as would say Because rage, controlled his thoughts, act and how he got paid An “OG” he called himself, Urban Legend, his name High School drop out, the ladies called him a lame He been getting Straight As But see the pressure took over now he's joining the game With homies next the road The kind that never called home Cause he was told, “If you're b**hing, n***a stay with the who*es We out for riches so we pleasing no n***a, hearts stay stone cold” Went to a f**ing deep sleep Now let me share you his dream; Over crowded with nightmares, homeboy fails to find peace Under his jeans was a piece Homeboy fails to stack green But somehow he smoke that green With that Devilish grin From being the teacher's pet To being part of a gang And now he got that step And the gun to go BANG From being the teacher's pet To being part of a gang And now he got that step And the gun to go BANG From being the teacher's pet To being part of a gang And now he got that step And the gun to go BANG