Kevin Devine - Splitting Up Christmas lyrics

So what if I'm freezing, I'm awake and I'm happy The sun's steepling its shards on my floor I drag my feet to the shower and I hear someone singing I keep the lights off as the water gets warm Now I knot up tie and toss my books in a schoolbag They keep my priorties straight So I can sleepwalk through work like an outpatient program I don't buy but I'll get through anyway And at some point I'll call you and tell you I miss you And you are the point of my day And my face will get flushed and my throat will choke up When you tell me you feel the same So I have been thinking of splitting up Christmas To see everyone I'd like to see And your first on that list Your the lotto I hit You're the star at the top of my tree And I have been feeling this good for a reason My friends and my family You are all the backbone You keep me balenced and settled And I"m in debt to you all endlessy So tonight I will call you and try to say "Thank you for being the sun on my face I know the world's almost over but you make it seem better And I hope for you I do the same"