Kevin Abstract - Corpus Christi lyrics

[Verse 1] None of my boys know how to cope with this sh** We was on tour in Europe, I tried coke with this kid See I need anything that make me feel less lonely I get called a snake, a liar, a f*ggot, and a phony Sometimes I feel like all I'm gon' have is my money And my day one homies just gon' be left with their money And I'll stare at the skies until they start to fade away Me and my cousin would play ball all day trying to perfect that fadeaway All our childhood dreams found a way to fade away Tyler Perry movies dawg, and Michael Jackson videos My aunt Becky pa**in', my pride won't let me call her I've been a bad nephew, son, boyfriend, whatever they call it I just hope when it's my turn to not see tomorrow Y'all can forgive me for any pain that I ever seemed to cause you [Chorus] If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday Then boy you gotta let me go then If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday Then boy you gotta let me go then [Verse 2] I wonder if Ameer think about me, or what he think about me See when I think about me, I barely think about me I think about the people that surround me, and how I let 'em down I'm doin' that right now by even f**in' talkin' 'bout this I'm sorry Dom, I prolly shouldn't be puttin' all our problems on the front lawn Like that scene in Blow when George's mom called the feds 'cause it was hurtin' her rep At what point do I do it for myself, instead of thinkin' 'bout the set? I helped n***as get deals, I help n***as get healed But I still feel like n***as wanna see me k**ed Prolly 'cause my brother thought I was tryna see him k**ed My sister be on Instagram tryna air me out All because I won't give my niece a f**in' shout out If I ain't have Kelly I prolly would've stayed in Hawaii My boyfriend more than an angel, it's a miracle he stuck by me [Chorus] If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday Then boy you gotta let me go then If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday Then boy you gotta let me go then [Outro] Why me, why me, why me, why me?