Kev Sez - First Attempt at a Second Chance lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: Kev Sez] Skyline pops midnight, side sitting a bus ride Ticket paid, hard intent, scanning for a welcome hand I got long arms but no reach, I can't find the current Drowning in the spiral, wondering if it was worth it Thinking back to the souls that I had left behind, set aside Can't tell if I'm making progress or riding to die Ballad of the Almost Family Man, set in sea tones I hadn't spoken lovely since the last time I had been clothed In folds of violet, soul becoming violent Had to leave it all behind, silence behind the eyelids Sedatives, backstroking through the memories Fingering the pill container, black birds and mammaries No chance at funerals, I smoke another coffin nail Wrapping in black, back turned to effigies we set sail But pain is perception, the past intentions sweat out So I'll keep walking the path I found myself on when I set out [Hook: Kev Sez & Kristoff Krane] This is the first attempt at a second chance I never thought I'd get (x4) [Verse 2: Kristoff Krane] At seventeen I started spinnin' Out of control, then lost connection with the inner vision The vision within so vivid back when we were kids Until we were convinced that being different was some sort of sin Wanted so bad to fit in, desired to be a cool kid Environment was conducive to hierarchy The influence of others I believed to be higher than me made me do it I'm tired and trying to sleep, wide awake, dying Thinking that if in their eyes they could see me for exactly who I was I wouldn't have to try to hard to be somebody they could love But to appreciate a scar you've got to learn to feel the cut Remember that you're made of stars and all it takes it looking up But it wasn't enough to heal 'cause I guess I needed Four and a half months away from family and friends to find true meaning I've always had all the love and support I ever needed Not being able to see them finally helped me see it [Bridge: Kev Sez & Kristoff Krane] This is the first attempt at a second chance I always knew I'd get Now that I got it I'm gonna do something positive Honest, remaining modest, I promise to learn and live [Bridge: Kev Sez] This is the first attempt at a second chance I always knew I'd get And here I am understanding the spiral's concurrent with movement And a lifestyle's conducive to progress if you induce it Cause once you find the map, I don't think you'll ever lose it [Bridge: Kristoff Krane] This is the first attempt at a second chance I always knew I'd get There's no regret, for with each step I understand that I am blessed The air is fresh, the world is new like I just got pushed out the womb Larva bloom from dark cocoon, now bu*terfly, the sky is blue [Hook: Kev Sez & Kristoff Krane] This is the first attempt at a second chance I knew I'd always get (x3) Now that we got it we gotta do something positive Honest, remaining modest, we promise to learn and live [Outro]