Kerser - Paranoid lyrics

I'm feeling the pressure there's no where to go Nobody knows that I'm bout to explode And its all in my head Somebody help me I feel all alone Nobody knows that I'm loosing control And its all in my head, in my head. All in my head, paranoid Drop a couple pills and I'm mad annoyed Can't believe I got myself bad destroyed Trying to beat life, I don't have a choice Sitting up late every night I try Fly by, wonder why But I can't deny I'm kinda lost And its f**ed I'm famous But its what I wanted And I'm not just saying it Go back and take a listen When I started this All I ever wanted was a part in this Then I went past every other artist Then I got a habit And its f**ed cos now I feel like a target Everyday I wake up I feel like my heart ache Dunno what to do I just wanna restart it Never would of rapped if I knew this was the outcome Goin' in public feels like I'm having anxiety attacks And I try to relax But I'm hiding the facts That there's a knife in my dack's Paranoid yeah At the worst of times I spill my whole life when Kerser rhymes And when Scott raps he falls apart I make real rap, don't call it art They may feel that I'm torn apart If its all in my head then I'm a follow my heart I'm feeling the pressure there is no where to go Nobody knows that I'm bout to explode And its all in my head Somebody help me I feel all alone Nobody knows that I'm loosing control And its all in my head, in my head All in my head And I need to escape Feeling locked in, need keys to the gate I don't ever wanna go back to the old me Think before you say it what a smart man told me I never did though Always on my sh** bro Dropping hot rhymes And my mind is skitzo sh** no am I loosing track When I used to run the street I got used to that Not used to fame It f**ed my head I blame the fame when I'm dumping med's Cos its f**ed me up And I know the facts You can write that down and You can quote to that Somebody help cos I feel alone Even at home don't feel at home Bout to explode, I'm on the verge of this Music weighing up all the perks of this Is it worth the sh** Well the cash is nice But I work so hard for the lavish life Everyone got to say at the end of the day That you breaking my trust is the end of the day Don't mention my name in a negative tone Cos I'm paranoid probably get ya dead from my phone On the way home And the pressure hits Pop another pill Now I'm swept to bits I'm feeling the pressure there is no where to go Nobody knows that I'm bout to explode And its all in my head Somebody help me I feel all alone Nobody knows that I'm loosing control And its all in my head, in my head I cannot move no more I cannot move no more Why am I on the floor Why am I on the floor I cannot move no more I cannot move no more Why am I on the floor Why am I on the floor I'm feeling the pressure there is no where to go Nobody knows that I'm bout to explode And its all in my head Somebody help me I feel all alone Nobody knows that I'm loosing control And its all in my head, in my head