Kerser - Find The Sound lyrics

[Verse 1] Life's a road that you follow til its closed off Pick a turn make a break before the roads blocked Many follow they dont really pick their own paths Me I'm different see they welcome me with closed arms I just shrug 'em off, tell 'em they can have it back It changes everything, let me tell you tragic facts Mates treat you different, swear to god they think your changing In your brain you stay the same and now you can't put up with fame And once that paranoia settles in, your barely going public Just to leave your f**ing suburb need to rally up an army I mean Hold my head high, now I got them red eyes State to state forget about a decent sleep or bed time I'm on my girls nerves, always on the f**ing move She thinks I changed I tell her girl you gotta trust me too Otherwise, right in front of her eyes She's gonna watch me fall apart got people judging my life But f** em [Hook] Tears come streaming down your face When you leave something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse? [Verse 2] It's funny back in cla**, teachers said I'm hopeless They said they seen potential but I lack the focus Funny twist, I was dreaming of this I hope they see me now compare our f**ing payments and sh** Man I swear in the back of my mind, I knew it'd happen in time And now its actually mine, so Does that mean what I seen was another sign? Or am I crazy and I'm searching for another rhyme Its like there's two of me, rapping what it do to me All I've done was keep it real, and now you see the truth in me I ain't never mean to glorify d** I just told you bout my road and now the story's blown up But I'mma ride it out, f**ing oath I'm riding proud We can go together all you gotta do is find the sound I'm not depressed, nah that wouldn't be the right word In the studio I leave my mark and the mic's burn [Hook] [Verse 3] Am I ever on your mind? Do you listen when I rhyme? So far up, never missing a design Cause I'm the blueprint, time yeah it moves quick Try and fit my shoes kid, rumours never true sh** Jesus had his haters, haters let me know I made it Crazy crazy I invade it, maybe ABK be blazing Blazing up a green batch, me I got the weed dacked Trying to be a man about it, sh** I gotta fiend cash I ain't used to it, that's probably why I spend it quick Rappin' is my life I put that sh** on everything I look you in the eye if you admit that this is mine They like to backstab like a shiv hitting my spine I just pull it out, sharpen it and throw it back Bullseye, hit the marker, got a flow that's fat You could stop the beat I need to know its sinking in My life is crazy god reminds me that I wished for this [Hook]