Kerbera - Lipstick Tonic lyrics

We're on the top as we sink We're on the top when we forget We're on the top of living when we're on top of all regrets This is just the beginning It is a start of the change When we realize the sacrifice we have to make This is not what you wanted But you have brought it on yourself Rewinding all the mistakes reminding me of yesterday Who would care if I was gone When life goes on and on and on Without me With empty bottles behind my back And the venom in my veins A spew of words to the attack Words I'd choke on for days Months, and years we could have spent But that's just a dream, with venom in my veins Now when all the words are said and all the promises lie dead buried deep, among the fallen dreams they rest From the grave they'll sing with me this forgotten melody not even gravity can hold me back to earth Now you see me You see my lipstick covered face I didn't put it on it ended up there by mistake Don't look at me, just look away I'm not to blame So disengaged It felt like such a good idea yesterday With empty bottles behind my back And the venom in my veins A spew of words to the attack Words I'd choke on for days Months, and years we could have spent But that's just a dream, with the venom in my veins Now when all the words are said and all the promises lie dead buried deep, among the fallen dreams they rest From the grave they'll sing with me this forgotten melody Feeling how gravity won't hold me back to earth Now you'll never be coming back I won't see your pretty face just pray for a heart attack Something to put me away These few years that we have spent Only one thing to regret The f**ing venom in my veins Now when all the words are said we let the silence scream instead After all it's just another f**ed love story I'm not the actions that you see nor am I what I used to be Not even our history can hold me back to earth